I'm a MOM (Mother Of Many) and wife. Here I chronicle loves and laughter, tears and fears; all while trying to seek first His kingdom, simply, authentically, completely.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Baseball All-Star
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Oil Ranch with Daddy
Pumping water
Milking a cow -- we had to explain that the milk did NOT come from the cow's wiener...apparently cow parts are a little different than people parts for him
Jack wandered over to hear this lady teach about Native American items...notice he's in the middle of another school.
checking out a teepee
Jack was the first kid to climb to the top and ring the bell
Halfway to One!
Let's see...things she can do (could do at 6 months). Grace is loving tummy-time. She picks her feet and arms/head off the floor and can spin herself on her tummy, making it easier to get a good look at all her brothers' shenanigans. Grace is an independent sitter. This particular feat is also much earlier than the boys, and truthfully is more of a survival skill than anything. She HATES solid food. OH MY does she hate it! At 6 months she's tried cereal of all kinds and all consistencies and screamed through it all. Now that we are firmly in her 7th month I can say that we got the go-ahead from the pediatrician to move past cereal and onto veggies only to find that she hated sweet potatoes as well. I made them at home, bought her Gerber, everything to no avail. Gave up on those and moved to squash only to discover she loves them! Can't get enough of them! (I tried to return to sweet potatoes and they were still a no-go but we also like carrots now!). Grace is crazy-attached to her pacifier and is in the midst of a teething storm -- nothing to show for it though but a lot of cranky-girl and copious amounts of drool. Additionally Grace is quite the talker. She is super-loud (to be heard over the boys) and babbles incessantly (another huge surprise...). Grace seems to like to be around girls; I think she likes the conversation (or maybe she just appreciates not having darts stuck to her head all the time,). Unlike the boys who wanted to face the world when carried, Grace prefers to face her holder; she gently (most of the time) places her little hands on your cheeks and likes to stare at your eyes. Finally, she is IN LOVE with her brothers and her daddy; the boys always make her laugh and she saves the biggest smiles for Daddy's homecoming after work.
Happy 6 months my blue-eyed beauty!



Friday, May 28, 2010
Grown-Up Thoughts
I've been thinking a lot lately about regret. Real and true grown-up regret. Not "I shouldn't have worn heels when subbing in 3-yr-old Sunday School" regret but "that was a terrible decision and I would do just about anything to change it" regret. Yes I know...everything happens for a reason. And I used to ascribe to the school of thought that held changing any one decision could potentially change them all, resulting in unforeseen disaster. I used to...until now. Now I stand at a place in my life where I can honestly say I messed up; I made a mistake; I chose poorly. I thought I was doing the right thing, making the correct turn on the right street. Bottom line I thought I was following the path God set out. Now I have a gut-wrenching feeling that I was wrong, terribly and horribly wrong. Fix it seems to be the culturally conditioned response. Only I'm learning there really are things that are unfixable and this is one of those things.
I like metaphors -- they take the ambiguity out of things. So here is my current one: it feels like I'm on a road and I look to my right and I see the road I'm supposed to be on, going in the direction and toward the destination for which I was originally destined. And me? I'm stuck on a road, heading ultimately to the same destination but rather than taking the beautiful, scenic route I'm taking the route that detours through the dark and desolate. And there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. I will forever miss out on the beauty because I made the wrong choice. Depressed yet? Seriously though...this is the first time I've ever had true regret. Perhaps another part of being "grown-up." Whatever it is, whatever it's called, it's new and awkward and thought-consuming these days.
That's enough for now I suppose...time for more pictures, yes?!
He Did It!
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
WAM Spring Musical
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
My Easter Bunnies
Monday, May 24, 2010
NASCAR fun
For my Dad's 50th birthday we all pitched in to get him a NASCAR experience -- 8 laps in a real race car at the Texas World Speedway. We made the roadtrip at the end of March to watch the experience live. We had a BLAST! The boys loved the cars and I thought I was going to have to pull Sam off the track (seriously they needed a higher retaining wall!). Dad ended up driving 16 laps and from all the pictures he had a good time. Now the boys yell "Go Papa GO!" at every racing game they see/play; Jack tells me he's moving to Pearland to get ready for his race someday when he'll get to race #88 (that was Dad's car); Sam shouts "PAPA RACE!" when he hears a big engine. Jack is still wondering why there was no trophy though...
Enjoy the pictures of our trip!